Forgetting & Forgiving.

Weekends=excitment.
Its unevitable that every Friday or Saturday, I'm going to get a text or call asking the question what are you doing? My response usually consists of "Oh, nothing. You?" In the end it usually ends up with me hanging out with this person(s). This weekend was no different only I really realized who my friends are. Friday night I was with Ashleigh to begin with, then Justin joined, the Austin and Ashlee joined and I saw Chandra for about 6 minutes. Even though we just hung out at Ashleigh's it was one of the greatest nights of my life. I was around the people who made me happiest. I was around the people who make me laugh until my stomach hurts, the ones that leave a permanent smile on my face. That was just Friday, now Saturday is a different story. Ashlee and I took some time to actually hang out and not have another worry in the world, we drove for hours and I learned alot more about her than I never knew. I gained more respect in 5 hours for her than I had ever before in the 4 months she lived with me. After Ash went home and I'm watching the Santa Clause 3 at around 10pm, I get a call from Justin, randomly may I add, asking if I would go with him and Austin to go pick up his drunk parents and co-workers from Tri-Cities. At first I was thinking I was going to have to drive but in the end I was just there to keep them company. Even though it was 10:30 at night I couldn't say no. So we had an exciting trip up to Richland and back. I get back home at 12:30 and look back on all the wonderful people in my life. First and for most Ashleigh Hunt, Chandra Magnuson & Ashlee Montez are my stable support. I would be no where without them and it would kill me if they ever left me. Austin Turley and Justin Jones are my humor support, they can make my day it seems like no matter what the circumstances. Yes, at times they irritate the hell outta me but I tend to get over it pretty quickly because they keep cracking the jokes. So to you five, thank you, thank you for being who you are, and thank you for being there for me in the worst and best of times. You guys are my best friends and I wouldn't trade anything for you. =]

Question Of The Week:

Can someone or something really be your everything? What is the difference between that and something you love. Everything and love are they even really related? According to some people you can love and care someone but not be in love with someone.

Personally I think its a load of crap. Expecially if you have been with that someone for 20 years.

Quote Of The Week:

If, however, your feelings have changed, I will have to tell you: you have bewitched me, body and soul, and I love, I love, I love you. I never wish to be parted from you from this day on.

- Pride & Prejudice

Song & Lyric:

Nick Jonas,  JONAS

Give Love A Try

You, you like driving on a Sunday

You, you like taking off on Monday

You, you're like a dream, a dream come true

I, I'm just a face you never notice

Now I'm just trying to be honest

With myself, with you, with the world

You might think that I'm a fool

For falling over you

But tell me what I can do to prove to you

That it's not so hard to do

Give love a try, one more time

'Cause you know that I'm on your side

Give love a try, one more time

In your eyes, when I saw them for the first time,

And that I was gonna love you for a long time

With a love so real, so right

How did it play out like a movie,

Now every time it's beat can move me,

And I can't get your smile off my mind...

'Cause you might think that I'm a fool

For falling over you

And tell me what I can do to prove to you

That it's not so hard to do

Give love a try, one more time

'Cause you know that I'm on your side

Give love a try, one more time

One more time

Lasting Thoughts:
1. Appreciate the weather outside, it was here before you.
2. Sometimes in the end all you have is your friends, but your family will always come back.
3. Don't trust a cheater after the first time, they always go back for seconds.
4. If you have to hate, it better be for a good reason. Dislike indefinantly is a good.
5. Find what is right for you in the end. Don't let one person mess it up for you. Your better than that.

♥Kayla Renee

December: The End.

You know its December and winter is coming in Hermiston when:
a. The fog is so thick in the morning you can't see four feet in front of you.
b. The roads are getting slick in the morning and night and your dad has to finally fix the four wheel drive in your pickup.
c. Your mom yells at you when you go outside because you don't have a jacket on even though you are only going to the garage.
d. People are setting up christmas lights and christmas trees and all you hear about is the good deals a Wal-Mart.
e. All of the above.

Well if you said e. you are a winner. Hermiston is already a mad house. Most of the people that live in Hermiston have lived here a LONG time, but  yet it still seems that they don't know how to drive in the winter conditions we have EVERY year. Me being a mere 17 years old and only driving for 1 1/2 give or take some, I get SO irritated because people can't drive. I have even gotten used to these conditions and I haven't been driving near as long as most people. I really don't understand. I think people from Hermiston are the worse drivers during the winter season. If you think you can challenge that with your town I would really like to see.

Moving on. =]
I think I'm going to take a new approch to this whole blog thing. Going to blog how I feel when ever the time arises but I'm going to get on here once a week and have a quote, question, thought, song. Anything that my come to my mind.

Question of the Week

If you were afraid of hurting someone, would you let them go and just stop talking to them and say that you weren't a good enough person to be a friend for you just cuz you were in a rough patch in your life.

If you would I would really like to know why. What is the point of doing this. All you do is hurt that person more than you do if you would just tell them what is going on.

Quote of the Week

"The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself."

-Friedrich Nietzsche

Song & Lyric

Kelly Clarkson, Breakaway

Addicted

It's like you're a drug

It's like you're a demon I can't face down

It's like I'm stuck

It's like I'm running from you all the time

And I know I let you have all the power

It's like the only company I seek is misery all around

It's like you're a leech

Sucking the life from me

It's like I can't breathe

Without you inside of me

And I know I let you have all the power

And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time

It's like I can't breathe

It's like I can't see anything

Nothing but you

I'm addicted to you

It's like I can't think

Without you interrupting me

In my thoughts

In my dreams

You've taken over me

It's like I'm not me

It's like I'm not me

It's like I'm lost

It's like I'm giving up slowly

It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me

Leave me alone

And I know these voices in my head

Are mine alone

And I know I'll never change my ways

If I don't give you up now

It's like I can't breathe

It's like I can't see anything

Nothing but you

I'm addicted to you

It's like I can't think

Without you interrupting me

In my thoughts

In my dreams

You've taken over me

It's like I'm not me

It's like I'm not me

I'm hooked on you

I need a fix

I can't take it

Just one more hit

I promise I can deal with it

I'll handle it, quit it

Just one more time

Then that's it

Just a little bit more to get me through this

I'm hooked on you

I need a fix

I can't take it

Just one more hit

I promise I can deal with it

I'll handle it, quit it

Just one more time

Then that's it

Just a little bit more to get me through this

It's like I can't breathe

It's like I can't see anything

Nothing but you

I'm addicted to you

It's like I can't think

Without you interrupting me

In my thoughts

In my dreams

You've taken over me

It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

Remaining Thoughts

1. People please learn how to drive in the town you have lived in for years.

2. Keep your friends that mean the most to you no matter the concequences.

3. Follow what your heart tells you.

4. Keep your siblings close, they come in handy at times.

5. Appreciate the people who do the most for you.

♥ Kayla Renee