a. The fog is so thick in the morning you can't see four feet in front of you.
b. The roads are getting slick in the morning and night and your dad has to finally fix the four wheel drive in your pickup.
c. Your mom yells at you when you go outside because you don't have a jacket on even though you are only going to the garage.
d. People are setting up christmas lights and christmas trees and all you hear about is the good deals a Wal-Mart.
e. All of the above.
Well if you said e. you are a winner. Hermiston is already a mad house. Most of the people that live in Hermiston have lived here a LONG time, but yet it still seems that they don't know how to drive in the winter conditions we have EVERY year. Me being a mere 17 years old and only driving for 1 1/2 give or take some, I get SO irritated because people can't drive. I have even gotten used to these conditions and I haven't been driving near as long as most people. I really don't understand. I think people from Hermiston are the worse drivers during the winter season. If you think you can challenge that with your town I would really like to see.
Moving on. =]
I think I'm going to take a new approch to this whole blog thing. Going to blog how I feel when ever the time arises but I'm going to get on here once a week and have a quote, question, thought, song. Anything that my come to my mind.
Question of the Week
If you were afraid of hurting someone, would you let them go and just stop talking to them and say that you weren't a good enough person to be a friend for you just cuz you were in a rough patch in your life.
If you would I would really like to know why. What is the point of doing this. All you do is hurt that person more than you do if you would just tell them what is going on.
Quote of the Week
"The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself."
-Friedrich Nietzsche
Song & Lyric
Kelly Clarkson, Breakaway
Addicted
It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
Remaining Thoughts
1. People please learn how to drive in the town you have lived in for years.
2. Keep your friends that mean the most to you no matter the concequences.
3. Follow what your heart tells you.
4. Keep your siblings close, they come in handy at times.
5. Appreciate the people who do the most for you.
♥ Kayla Renee
My Response:
ReplyDeleteAnyone who pushes someone away because they can't handle a social life and their life is completley bullshitting you. While yes, rough patches happen many of us welcome someone to help us through it. When someone pushes you out of their lives their doing it for the their own benefit. I would never push someone out of my life because I was going through something "rough". Nothing is rough enough to puropsefully push people away, when someone tells you things are rough and they can't be around you anymore, then it usually means their just trying to get rid of you because they
A: Found something better.
B: Are way selfish/Heartless
C: Or are so EMO they literally have to get rid of everyone so they can pull their heads out of their inner circle of darkness to possibly see the light.
I see the need to get rid of people if they are getting you into bad things, are terrible for your self-esteem, or have some hidden mental illness or something they hid from. Or they turned out to be a liar and started lying to you not long after you started hanging out.
I feel these are the only reasons to push someone away.
Can't wait for her next weeks question. :)